One of Those Days

Ok, so I'm sure everyone has had one of those days before... And for those of you who have had those days you know what I'm talking about. But if not, I will explain. One of those days is a day where from the time you get up until after you lay down at night absolutely NOTHING goes right.

Today, I am having one of those days. Let me explain a little bit. When I woke up this morning, after about 3 hours of sleep , there was a feeling that it was going to be a crappy day. Boy, was I right!!! So, I took my first step into the day by putting on a Tweety shirt, because Tweety was my grandma's favorite character. After that I decided to go out and tackle the day, even though it feels like it tackled me instead.

My 8 a.m. class pretty much kicked my butt and I was ready for a nap by 9 but, alas, I had homework to do. Well, theoretically anyway, it didn't end up happening. I went to my 11 a.m. class and once again had my butt handed to me as I got up to leave. At this point I wanted to go home and sleep the rest of the day away and it was only noon.

I begin my way to a friends house in order to purposely make the day worse (not that I wanted to but we were going to do something that was really difficult to pull off, in turn making my day worse). After that was accomplished I got a text from my mom and immediately started crying. There was no stopping the tears, even though I had thought that I was previously out of tears. Turns out I had plenty of tears to cry. My grandma passed away this morning, and because of the family/court stuff going on right now (and has been going on for the past year and a half) I will not be able to attend the memorial service on Saturday. I also hadn't seen my grandma for about a year and a half to two years prior to this. I was gonna stop by and say hi a couple months ago, but because of the court stuff again, I was unable to do so. Now I feel terrible 'cause I haven't seen her and won't be able to go to the memorial and there is very little that a college kid in the state system can do in this situation. GAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Anyway, there is light at the end of this dark day, and I came across it after church. I was telling one of the parents at church about all of this along with the fact that tuition is due in less than a month and I'm stressed, which in turn, makes me not eat, and she decided to help a little bit, financially and spiritually. She gave me a check for $50, but more so, she said she would be praying for me.

Well, anyway, my paster prayed for me and asked God to turn my brain off at 11pm tonight so if I want to get any homework done, this better be the end of this blog.